Canvases

Oh the burden of a looming canvas. How can you manipulate this piece of canvas to achieve from it what you truly want from it. I always feel inadequate. Maybe it is better to attack it with vigor. But it is always changing. It's like a fucking destination i'll never reach. Somewhere out there the destination exists though. I am determined it is only a matter of time. . . .Till then I will continue to attack the surface with the blade of my brush and let the sweet oils of the paint build steadily in a fashion similar to that of sedimentary rock formation. It will be a piece that I have really committed to by the end of the process.